Life After Waking Up

This is for the awakening community, especially the ones who are newly awakening or the ones coming out of their tortoise shells. This is also based on my experience:

The first gulps of freedom air are very sensitive and, if not consumed carefully with caution, can cause you an endless spiral of trauma and mental disturbances.

When you meet like-minded people, you instantly think they are angelic, that they will immediately get you. You will even start to think your partner is a wrong choice because you have now discovered other people who are more appealing.

This is one part of the trip.

The second one is that you will start detesting your career, start seeing things mediocre, shun away people, or be consumed by a rage that seems uncontrollable. This is the time to use your mind and not your heart. This is the time to ground yourself in nature, meditate to some, or rediscover who you are and the abilities and power you possess.

These two phases pass in this way:

1. You will soon learn that the angelic people are human, some more traumatized than you are, others pretending they have it together, while others are just equally glad to have found a like-mind. So when the veil lifts from both of you, friction follows, tension, wounds reopening, fall-outs, or misalignment. If you burnt bridges with your loved ones when you met these siblings, when this veil lifts, you will wish you did things differently.

2. After innerstanding the matrix, innerstanding that it is not people's fault that they choose the familiarity of the systems, you will start to find it bearable to live in this world. If you threw everything in the wind in the beginning because you woke up, starting from scratch may cause you lots of struggle.

So here are tips to handle your new awakening or coming out of your safety net:

A. Remember that underneath it all, we are human: There are damaged ones and healing ones. Regard everyone with grace from this knowledge. Do not trust easily. Do not lock out immediately. Use wisdom with your interactions.

B. Do not forget who you are. Make shadow work a priority: Always return to yourself at the end of the day. Safeguard your heart and rise above the nuances thrown your way.

C. Honour the source: Listen to your inner voice and listen to the universe. Identify patterns. Patterns carry a message and act accordingly when your intuition calls you to.

This message is to prevent you from digging a bigger hole than what you came out of. It is to remind you, fellow rememberer, of where you came from. It is to show you that you are on the right path, but it doesn't mean things will be easier. It just means the path will now be clearer.

And to you sibling whom this message is for: I applaud you for your courage, your boldness, and your noble desire to see positive change and consciousness in your life. A thread in the ether has been strengthened because of this decision.

Thank you.

Sending you lots of love, light, and highest vibrations:

Beki Nazi.